IF YOU

Sit down, let’s have a calm and long talk ,which is going to be peaceful .

You shared a soft sad song on We-chat,I said I had never listened it,you said just listening. Serious-minded Snowing,so beautiful and so white,single cycle for a whole night,but no word any more because of disappointment from your goodbye.

Walking on the way home,sun is setting down at nightfall,cars are running,I couldn’t say there is anything should be waiting,you are running away,all expecting just disappearing and disappearing anywhere where I could never reach it.I have no idea about falling in love that it came and then went away before I realizing.I’m still standing at the stop and looking forward being together once more.Just no more words to express missing.

Be alone for so long that I should be used to loneliness, I should be full of beauty and self-confidence.I do not like this weather, it’s so hard to stay gentle, it’s hard to remind myself from yelling out madness, which just lead to the baddest losing. If you asked me the reason, if you tried to learn about my thoughts, if you wanted to have a peaceful chatting, if you... There is no more warm words, just mixed red and blue together and get ugly purple that none of us want to have a look at it.

I have a wonder, and still have a dream,my bridegroom is on the way to me.I’m on wedding gown, smiling sweetly and waiting for your coming, you hold me in your arms then whisper in my ear that you do love me.

There is a question, can I ask for your calling?Do you know that I have been waiting for a long time and all the time. Time by time, I call you. Some time , you recall.

Is everything can be changed after a sight, your eyes are blinking and singing without lyric. The world become silent, we stay in silence forever. I wish it’s just a dream at deep night, we are still us in dawn.